sadness sinks in

It hurts so much,i never though things would turn out this way,you live,you meet people but you really never get to know them,having feelings is such a useless thing,you just suffer and you cry,it fully destroys you,you always get hurt and it’s so damn painful

sometimes i feel annoying while talking to people,like i want to say something but they haven’t answered to my previous message so messaging them again would make me feel like i’m making them nervous,dunno,i just wanted to share this though ahahhah